It's happening and I hate it!

I don't know why lately *he always there me wherever I go. I don't know whether it his trick or jodoh -.-"  I was like tak boleh duduk diam laa kan? Aduh, I took fucking such a long time forget about him, suddenly this eid he always here. Why this is happening Ya Allah! Don't give me such a test like this! I can't face it! I know mama kinda 'cucuk cucuk' but I don't want too! He killing me so badly! Well, I remember we starting to (!) on 3rd eid last year.. Haihh, hmm. But sometomes macam mengedik siket laa kan? OVER JANGAN! HA-HA! Oh yeah, ada laa aunty ni cakap muka aku macam UMMI NAZEERA? Whose that bitch? Then I search at Google, HOMFG! Aqil did told me that *him likes this actress on Nur Kasih. When I know whose that UMI NAZIRAH I was likee GILABABI! HA-HA Do you guys think what I'm thinking right know?