Perfect.

I guess this is the end of us. I'm keep tried and tried to save this relationship. I keep begging to him for the changing in our relationship and he said I'm the who ruin our relationship. He even said if he tall our love story in front of the others, they will blame it on me too. You know what's more silly on my mind? I thought that we could have a babies together. I thought that we can prove to our parents that our love were not just a short-term love. Cry and blood is my bestfriend right know . I know, I hurt him so much. I let he down. He said to me 'Bila ada depan mata taknak hargai, jangan sampai suatu hari aku dah blah kau baru nak hargai'. Now, I know what that means. How can I tell him that he's everything I need? People around me keep saying that I'm going nuts. Yes, I am. It is a sin to loving him? If the answer is yes, you should talk in front of the mirror. Nobody's perfect. But he's perfect lover, ever.